Ha!!
back from the deep unknown where computers are not at hand ... I cannot belive I am typing on a MAC...
desperate times call for desperate measures...
We leave soooo soon for England and it is going to be explosive, I just know it...
I am off to AZ without my family for 5 days... what in the world will I do without my boys ?
Can anyone else feel the moving and the change about to come?
It is really unbelivably exciting..
Back in blooger land and still unable to do anything with this page...

Awsome book..'Intimacy in Marriage' by Costa Mitchell
It seems like a very simple thing that anyone should know somewhere, but I'll tell you, he has a wonderful way of going through all of the neccesary things to having intimacy in Marriage, not just sexual ( In fact it is only covered in 1 chapter ) but the total giving of yourself to your beloved...
I am all for self improvement through God's prompting and hope to get other feed back on it if anyone has read it...

Take time to sit and worship Our Saviour
Cuddle with a child
Have a long tight hug and speak your love to the one you adore
and praise our Lord for allowing us to experience it all..

I've woken up
Deep from a solid sleep;
Feel like I've been hit by a truck...
Yet joy rings true
He again has led me out of myself !!
To be unselfish..
Giving all of me
I am willing to re think my idea of self
I strive to be that Proverbs 31:10 woman
we are that Proverbs woman
Grace fills my home

Just to clarify, my marriage is very strong and the warfare has to do with the way I feel emotionally attacked by the enemy and not my husband... he rocks!!!!

So today I woke up understanding how it feels to be in the middle of warfare.
I know that everyone out ther knows what I mean.
I have been outragously blessed to be married to the perfect Man for me and all of my horrible quirks...
The biggest blessing has been the Lords ability to have us so yolked about almost every decision in our 6 years of marriage.

For the first time we are hearing differently. And I am so sure that I am hearing correctly.
I have every belife that God will change hearts ( mine included) and bring us through this wrinkle, but could I please ask for extra coverage form you all?
My heart is to equip my Husband and sons to be the absolute strongest for His kingdom, and certainly not infringe on this in any way because of my own human frailty.

Blessings and big love for reading my rambling, personal stuff...


How the heck do I respond to shout outs?

Becca T

Life is a merry go 'round
You can hold on and enjoy the ride
be fearful the whole time while waiting for it to stop
or jump off and risk getting hurt (because you can't patiently wait for it to end on it's own )
The beauty of the Lord is He will stay with you the whole time... no matter which you choose

You all have these amazing pages and I am only figuring all this craziness out...
my hubby will laugh because I can already see my self becoming obsessed to create the perfect page.... one of my issues... anyone else a self proclaimed, striving towards perfectionism junky? Doesn't work to well with my control issues...or maybe it does?
Life is amazing..Great family and friends... can always use more though..
I only want to be able to do things in my life that God has a direct link and direction too...
Started a new Mom's group yesterday that is completly made up of all non-belivers /foreigners (Egypt, Mexico, Puerto Rico...yes I know its a common wealth!)
I want to be a catalist for God and show them the Holy Spirit, I do a lousy job of trying to convince any one with my words...He does a much better job...
Oh a total disclaimer for typos and mispelled words, I am bad at both...